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New Beginnings Chapter 3
Title: New Beginnings
Chapter: 3 of ?
Author: Cajun70503
Rating: Definitely an “R”
Pairing: Olivia / Alex, Olivia / ?
Spoilers: References to “Ghost”
Comments: I re-wrote part of this chapter because I had requests for a “steamy sex scene”. I am sure I blushed while writing this, so I hope you do too.
Chapter 3
“But …“ Alex could barely talk, she was laughing too hard. She took several deep breaths, attempting to compose herself. “I’m sorry … I didn’t mean to laugh.”
“Uh huh.” Olivia stared up at the ceiling, arms crossed. She had expected Alex to be surprised about Trevor, but she did not expect her to find it so funny. Olivia was now regretting her decision to let Alex in on her secret.
Alex tried to stifle a giggle. “Liv, I’m sorry for laughing. It’s just … you don’t even like Trevor.”
“Things change.”
“Apparently so.”
Olivia looked up at Alex. The blonde smiled in return hoping to put the detective at ease. “So when did you start sleeping with the enemy?”
Olivia shot up in bed and nearly knocked Alex off the edge. “Who said I was sleeping with him? I never said that. Just lunch. That’s all!”
“Olivia I was joking …”
Olivia cut Alex off before she could finish. “Very funny. I don’t want to talk about this anymore.”
Alex realized she had pushed Olivia too far. “Liv, I’m sorry.” She put her arms around Olivia's neck and kissed her lightly on the cheek. When Olivia didn’t respond, she placed another kiss next to her ear and whispered again. “I’m sorry Olivia.”
“S’okay. I guess it is kind of funny when you think about it.” Olivia put her head on Alex’s shoulder. She wrapped her arms around Alex's waist and held her close.
“I go into Witness Protection for a couple of years and all hell breaks loose. What happened while I was gone?” Alex placed a small kiss on top of Olivia’s head.
Olivia shrugged her shoulders.
“How did you go from not being able to stand the man to dating him?”
Olivia looked up at Alex. “We’re not dating … and I still don’t like him … much.”
“Uh huh … so you’re not dating. Do you always go to lunch with someone you don’t like?"
“Only if it’s a nice restaurant and they are the one’s paying,“ Olivia answered with a wide grin.
“Very funny Liv. Are you going to tell me what happened between you and Trevor?”
“It’s a long story Alex. One that I don’t care to get into right now.”
“Okay.” Olivia could tell by the tone of Alex’s voice that she was hurt.
Olivia reached for Alex’s hands, slowly raised them to her lips, and placed light kisses on her fingers. They had both been so content and happy just a few minutes ago. Now the situation had spiraled out of control. This was not how Olivia wanted their evening to end.
“It’s not that I don’t want to tell you Alex. Just the opposite. I want to tell you everything.” There was a hint of sadness in Olivia’s voice as she tried to explain what she was feeling. “We’ve missed so much already and we don’t have much time. I don’t want to lose another second with you. I don’t want to talk about anyone else or think about anyone else right now. I want you all to myself … I want you.”
Alex understood what Olivia was saying. This was their time together, although brief, this was all they had. Alex was here to testify, but after the trial, she knew she would be going back into witness protection; a new place and a new identity. Tonight was not the beginning of a relationship with Olivia. Tonight was unfinished business, a chance for them to be together as lovers, something they didn’t have the courage to do before. Time is a funny thing, Alex thought to herself; when you realize time is running out it gives you the courage to be yourself.
Alex lay back down on the bed, pulling Olivia on top of her. She wrapped her arms around the detective’s neck and kissed her. “I’m all yours Olivia. Let’s make some memories.”
They had had plenty of time to make love slowly, exploring each other’s bodies, but Olivia needed something else right now. Realizing their time together was limited; Olivia could feel the tension in her body. She knew this time their lovemaking would be neither gentle nor soft. Her body needed more.
“Alex, I …” Olivia started, but she was not sure how to tell Alex what she needed.
Alex could see the turmoil in the detective’s eyes. She reached up, cupped Olivia’s face and lightly stroked her cheek. “What’s wrong Liv?”
“I need …”
“It’s okay Olivia, you can tell me.” Alex ran her fingers through Olivia’s bangs, brushing them away from her face.
Olivia stradled Alex's hips and grabbed her hands. Pushing her back against the bed, she pinned Alex's arms above her head. Alex could see the raw desire in Olivia’s eyes. The intensity of Olivia’s gaze almost scared her, but she knew Olivia would never hurt her. Olivia leaned her forehead against Alex’s shoulder, breathing heavily, struggling with her desire to possess Alex and her fear of loosing control.
Alex loosened her hands from Olivia’s grip and placed them on her shoulders, pushing her back. “I know what you want Olivia. I can see it in your eyes. Don’t …”
“I’m sorry Alex." Olivia looked away, embarrassed and afraid.
“Why? Olivia, please look at me.” Olivia lifted her head to look at Alex.
"Why are you sorry? You didn't do anything wrong. I know you love me Olivia and I know you would never hurt me. I also know you would never take anything from me that I didn’t give to you freely.”
“But …”
Alex placed her finger on Olivia’s lips. “No Olivia. Listen to me.” Alex held her gaze.
“I’m listening.”
“I love you … all of you. You don’t need to hold back with me.”
They stared at each other for a moment, neither one making a move. Finally, Alex reached up, placed her hands on Olivia’s breast and started kneading them roughly. Olivia arched her back, her breathing becoming ragged. Alex lifted herself enough to reach Olivia’s breast with her lips. She started sucking on Olivia’s nipple, then bit down lightly on the erect tip.
“Oh God …” Olivia's body was on fire, her heart pounding in her chest. She thought she would loose all control when Alex bit down again.
Alex grabbed the back of Olivia’s hair and guided the brunette’s mouth to her breast. Olivia began sucking and rubbing Alex’s breasts. She pulled back slightly, but Alex held her head, pushing it back down to her breast. "Do it ... don't hold back." Alex encouraged her to continue. Olivia sucked harder on Alex’s nipple, then bit down lightly. “Harder ... don't stop." Olivia nipped Alex's erect nipple again. Alex groaned, arching her body upward, clasping her fingers behind Olivia’s head.
Olivia could not hold back any longer. She pinned Alex’s body beneath hers, parting the blonde’s thighs with her right knee. Olivia could feel the pool of wetness between Alex’s legs. She applied more pressure with her knee, adjusting her own body so she could rub her center against Alex’s leg. Alex responded by bending her knee slightly upward between Olivia’s thighs. She began thrusting harder against Olivia’s leg. Their hips moved in unison; rocking, grinding, thrusting against each other.
Olivia’s hand traveled down Alex’s smooth stomach until her fingers reached the blonde's damp curls. She felt the wetness between Alex’s legs and rubbed her center with the palm of her hand.
“Yes … “ Alex whispered. Olivia knew the blonde was ready. She slid her index finger into Alex’s slick center, her thumb stroking the outside.
“More … ” Alex pleaded. Olivia entered another finger, then another. Alex could feel Olivia’s fingers moving inside of her. “Faster … harder,” Alex was breathing heavy, her chest rising and falling. She moved her hips to the rhythm of Olivia’s stroking. ”Oh God … don’t stop.”
Olivia plunged her fingers in and out of Alex’s slick folds while she ground her wet center on her lover's leg. Alex thrust her hips harder against Olivia's hand. They continued to move together, in unison.
Olivia bent down and kissed Alex forcefully. Alex responded by deepening the kiss. Thrusting her fingers in an out of Alex, Olivia knew her lover was close to the edge. One last deep, hard thrust into Alex’s wet center. Alex’s body tensed, she wrapped her arms around Olivia’s neck, digging her nails into the brunette’s muscular back. Olivia withdrew her fingers, keeping her hand between Alex’s legs.
They lay there quietly for a moment, listening to each other breath. Olivia placed a delicate kiss by Alex’s ear. “I love you,” she whispered softly.
“Hmm …” Alex snuggled into the brunette, placing soft kisses on her neck.
Olivia kissed the top of Alex’s head, ”Sleep Alex."
“But...”
“Shh … its okay. Let's get some sleep.”
“Okay.” Alex wanted to protest, but she was too content, too relaxed. She rolled over and turned on her side. Olivia pressed up against Alex's back and wrapped her arm around her. Alex held Olivia’s hand, tucking it close to her chest. “I love you Olivia.”
Olivia pulled Alex closer and kissed her on the cheek. “I love you too.”
They both drifted off to sleep.
Title: New Beginnings
Chapter: 3 of ?
Author: Cajun70503
Rating: Definitely an “R”
Pairing: Olivia / Alex, Olivia / ?
Spoilers: References to “Ghost”
Comments: I re-wrote part of this chapter because I had requests for a “steamy sex scene”. I am sure I blushed while writing this, so I hope you do too.
Chapter 3
“But …“ Alex could barely talk, she was laughing too hard. She took several deep breaths, attempting to compose herself. “I’m sorry … I didn’t mean to laugh.”
“Uh huh.” Olivia stared up at the ceiling, arms crossed. She had expected Alex to be surprised about Trevor, but she did not expect her to find it so funny. Olivia was now regretting her decision to let Alex in on her secret.
Alex tried to stifle a giggle. “Liv, I’m sorry for laughing. It’s just … you don’t even like Trevor.”
“Things change.”
“Apparently so.”
Olivia looked up at Alex. The blonde smiled in return hoping to put the detective at ease. “So when did you start sleeping with the enemy?”
Olivia shot up in bed and nearly knocked Alex off the edge. “Who said I was sleeping with him? I never said that. Just lunch. That’s all!”
“Olivia I was joking …”
Olivia cut Alex off before she could finish. “Very funny. I don’t want to talk about this anymore.”
Alex realized she had pushed Olivia too far. “Liv, I’m sorry.” She put her arms around Olivia's neck and kissed her lightly on the cheek. When Olivia didn’t respond, she placed another kiss next to her ear and whispered again. “I’m sorry Olivia.”
“S’okay. I guess it is kind of funny when you think about it.” Olivia put her head on Alex’s shoulder. She wrapped her arms around Alex's waist and held her close.
“I go into Witness Protection for a couple of years and all hell breaks loose. What happened while I was gone?” Alex placed a small kiss on top of Olivia’s head.
Olivia shrugged her shoulders.
“How did you go from not being able to stand the man to dating him?”
Olivia looked up at Alex. “We’re not dating … and I still don’t like him … much.”
“Uh huh … so you’re not dating. Do you always go to lunch with someone you don’t like?"
“Only if it’s a nice restaurant and they are the one’s paying,“ Olivia answered with a wide grin.
“Very funny Liv. Are you going to tell me what happened between you and Trevor?”
“It’s a long story Alex. One that I don’t care to get into right now.”
“Okay.” Olivia could tell by the tone of Alex’s voice that she was hurt.
Olivia reached for Alex’s hands, slowly raised them to her lips, and placed light kisses on her fingers. They had both been so content and happy just a few minutes ago. Now the situation had spiraled out of control. This was not how Olivia wanted their evening to end.
“It’s not that I don’t want to tell you Alex. Just the opposite. I want to tell you everything.” There was a hint of sadness in Olivia’s voice as she tried to explain what she was feeling. “We’ve missed so much already and we don’t have much time. I don’t want to lose another second with you. I don’t want to talk about anyone else or think about anyone else right now. I want you all to myself … I want you.”
Alex understood what Olivia was saying. This was their time together, although brief, this was all they had. Alex was here to testify, but after the trial, she knew she would be going back into witness protection; a new place and a new identity. Tonight was not the beginning of a relationship with Olivia. Tonight was unfinished business, a chance for them to be together as lovers, something they didn’t have the courage to do before. Time is a funny thing, Alex thought to herself; when you realize time is running out it gives you the courage to be yourself.
Alex lay back down on the bed, pulling Olivia on top of her. She wrapped her arms around the detective’s neck and kissed her. “I’m all yours Olivia. Let’s make some memories.”
They had had plenty of time to make love slowly, exploring each other’s bodies, but Olivia needed something else right now. Realizing their time together was limited; Olivia could feel the tension in her body. She knew this time their lovemaking would be neither gentle nor soft. Her body needed more.
“Alex, I …” Olivia started, but she was not sure how to tell Alex what she needed.
Alex could see the turmoil in the detective’s eyes. She reached up, cupped Olivia’s face and lightly stroked her cheek. “What’s wrong Liv?”
“I need …”
“It’s okay Olivia, you can tell me.” Alex ran her fingers through Olivia’s bangs, brushing them away from her face.
Olivia stradled Alex's hips and grabbed her hands. Pushing her back against the bed, she pinned Alex's arms above her head. Alex could see the raw desire in Olivia’s eyes. The intensity of Olivia’s gaze almost scared her, but she knew Olivia would never hurt her. Olivia leaned her forehead against Alex’s shoulder, breathing heavily, struggling with her desire to possess Alex and her fear of loosing control.
Alex loosened her hands from Olivia’s grip and placed them on her shoulders, pushing her back. “I know what you want Olivia. I can see it in your eyes. Don’t …”
“I’m sorry Alex." Olivia looked away, embarrassed and afraid.
“Why? Olivia, please look at me.” Olivia lifted her head to look at Alex.
"Why are you sorry? You didn't do anything wrong. I know you love me Olivia and I know you would never hurt me. I also know you would never take anything from me that I didn’t give to you freely.”
“But …”
Alex placed her finger on Olivia’s lips. “No Olivia. Listen to me.” Alex held her gaze.
“I’m listening.”
“I love you … all of you. You don’t need to hold back with me.”
They stared at each other for a moment, neither one making a move. Finally, Alex reached up, placed her hands on Olivia’s breast and started kneading them roughly. Olivia arched her back, her breathing becoming ragged. Alex lifted herself enough to reach Olivia’s breast with her lips. She started sucking on Olivia’s nipple, then bit down lightly on the erect tip.
“Oh God …” Olivia's body was on fire, her heart pounding in her chest. She thought she would loose all control when Alex bit down again.
Alex grabbed the back of Olivia’s hair and guided the brunette’s mouth to her breast. Olivia began sucking and rubbing Alex’s breasts. She pulled back slightly, but Alex held her head, pushing it back down to her breast. "Do it ... don't hold back." Alex encouraged her to continue. Olivia sucked harder on Alex’s nipple, then bit down lightly. “Harder ... don't stop." Olivia nipped Alex's erect nipple again. Alex groaned, arching her body upward, clasping her fingers behind Olivia’s head.
Olivia could not hold back any longer. She pinned Alex’s body beneath hers, parting the blonde’s thighs with her right knee. Olivia could feel the pool of wetness between Alex’s legs. She applied more pressure with her knee, adjusting her own body so she could rub her center against Alex’s leg. Alex responded by bending her knee slightly upward between Olivia’s thighs. She began thrusting harder against Olivia’s leg. Their hips moved in unison; rocking, grinding, thrusting against each other.
Olivia’s hand traveled down Alex’s smooth stomach until her fingers reached the blonde's damp curls. She felt the wetness between Alex’s legs and rubbed her center with the palm of her hand.
“Yes … “ Alex whispered. Olivia knew the blonde was ready. She slid her index finger into Alex’s slick center, her thumb stroking the outside.
“More … ” Alex pleaded. Olivia entered another finger, then another. Alex could feel Olivia’s fingers moving inside of her. “Faster … harder,” Alex was breathing heavy, her chest rising and falling. She moved her hips to the rhythm of Olivia’s stroking. ”Oh God … don’t stop.”
Olivia plunged her fingers in and out of Alex’s slick folds while she ground her wet center on her lover's leg. Alex thrust her hips harder against Olivia's hand. They continued to move together, in unison.
Olivia bent down and kissed Alex forcefully. Alex responded by deepening the kiss. Thrusting her fingers in an out of Alex, Olivia knew her lover was close to the edge. One last deep, hard thrust into Alex’s wet center. Alex’s body tensed, she wrapped her arms around Olivia’s neck, digging her nails into the brunette’s muscular back. Olivia withdrew her fingers, keeping her hand between Alex’s legs.
They lay there quietly for a moment, listening to each other breath. Olivia placed a delicate kiss by Alex’s ear. “I love you,” she whispered softly.
“Hmm …” Alex snuggled into the brunette, placing soft kisses on her neck.
Olivia kissed the top of Alex’s head, ”Sleep Alex."
“But...”
“Shh … its okay. Let's get some sleep.”
“Okay.” Alex wanted to protest, but she was too content, too relaxed. She rolled over and turned on her side. Olivia pressed up against Alex's back and wrapped her arm around her. Alex held Olivia’s hand, tucking it close to her chest. “I love you Olivia.”
Olivia pulled Alex closer and kissed her on the cheek. “I love you too.”
They both drifted off to sleep.
